For nine long months, I've been failing.
When Hannah walked through the door, I took my first breath since I'd found myself on my own. She slipped into our lives effortlessly, showing me what I've been missing all these years. Because Hannah made me smile when I thought I'd packed the notion of happiness away with my wedding album.
She was only supposed to be the nanny, but she's so much more.
The day my wife left should have been the worst day of my life, but it wasn't. It was when Hannah walked away, taking my heart with her.
"In the span of a few heartbeats, she'd knocked the rust off me, my gears creaking and groaning to life a the mere sight of her."
Just as the title suggests, some things are just a little too late, and it's hard to stomach when they are. But with this story, Staci has taken our little hearts and run them through a little wringer. I love the way Staci tells a story. I love the way she starts off easy and light, lets us fall in love with the characters, and then painfully tears us apart, only to put us back together again, seemingly whole. At least we hope, right?
We originally met Charlie in A Thousand Letters, but make no mistake, this can be read as a complete standalone. My review can be read HERE, but to say that I loved Charlie in that book, well....my heart broke for him at the hands of a very selfish and cruel wife then. And that isn't missed at all in this story either. We hate Mary just the same, if not more -- trust me. GRRR. She makes my blood boil, and I don't like the way she selfishly handles herself.
The moments precious and the looks innocent, but when they come to a head, they are sexy as can be. Hannah and Charlie clicked immediately. When you know, you know, and there was no question in my mind that these two knew. I was feeling giddy after reading their first few interactions, and the way it made them both feel. I couldn't help but smile at the anticipation of this new reality to make itself known to them both. A touch here, a smile there....it was all these little things that made up the big picture. But with two broken worlds colliding, there was an abundance of fear and trust issues that circled their hearts, and those issues reared their ugly head at the most inopportune time and it hurt my soul! I legit felt so sad when things came to a head, leaving me frantically turning pages to get more of their story.
"You don't have to be afraid."
"I wasn't -- until I had something to lose."
That line killed me. I'm telling you, you're missing out if you don't take this journey through Charlie and Hannah's love. I could feel the fears they both had, and one major one I felt wholeheartedly was the fear of projecting those wants onto someone else, and you weren't sure that they wanted it, and that fear held you back. I loved this journey. I loved this love. I loved this story. Once again, Staci did our hearts justice with a deep and eye-opening read. Make sure to read between the lines. Feel the emotions she is feeding you because the depth of the characters and their emotions are so well written.
"Don't say you're bad for me, not when you've shown me everything good."
~BEE
~BEE
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EXCERPT
CHARLIE
The next morning, I was up and in my office before anyone was awake, attacking my work with newfound enthusiasm and a plan in mind. Because I wanted to feel like I’d felt the night before in the kitchen again, and there was only one way to get that back.
Today, I would take a few breaks and be present. Today, I would change, work be damned. Today would mark the first real attempt. Because change wouldn’t happen on its own. I had to make it happen. And to make it happen, I would have to put boundaries in place, starting with my weekends.
I checked the clock around eleven that morning and closed my laptop, pushing away from my desk and heading up the stairs in search of my children.
When I rounded the corner into the kitchen, I found them sitting at the table with their lunches. And when they saw me, their smiles validated my grand plans with unwavering certainty.
“Hey, guys,” I said, smiling back as I walked over to them, ruffling Sammy’s hair when I passed him.
“Hi, Daddy,” he said.
Maven’s mouth was full, so she just waved, and Hannah smiled at me from the island where she was setting up a spread for sandwiches.
I snagged a grape off Maven’s plate and popped it into my mouth. She handed me another, which I accepted.
“Thanks, pumpkin.”
“Are you done working?” Sammy asked hopefully.
“’Fraid not, bud. But I thought I’d come have lunch with you. Is that okay?”
“Yeah! Want a Nilla Wafer?”
“Psh, obviously. And I thought we could play for a little bit before I have to get back to work. What do you say?”
He nodded, grinning. “We can play trucks! You be the bulldozer and I’ll be the tractor and Maven can be the monster truck and Hannah can be the ambulance because she helps people.”
“Perfect,” I said on a chuckle.
A burst of color caught my eye. A vase on the windowsill behind the table held a spray of red and orange tulips.
“Those are beautiful,” I said, gesturing to them. “Where did they come from?”
“Oh, I picked them up this morning,” Hannah said with that ever-present smile.
“Feeling homesick?”
“Always a little. But I love having fresh flowers in the house, something bright and delicate and alive. Well, maybe not alive anymore, but it feels alive, doesn’t it?”
“It does,” I said as I moved to her side.
“Can I make you a sandwich?” Hannah asked.
“Nah, I think I can manage, thanks. How’s it going this morning?”
“It’s good. We went to the park this morning.”
“I rode my bike!” Sammy crowed.
“Did you? No bumps or scrapes?”
“Nope!”
“I’m impressed. Maybe next time I can come too,” I said, hoping it was something I could deliver as I reached into the bread bag for a stack.
Hannah turned to the cupboard, returning with a plate for me.
“Thank you.”
She was still smiling, standing at my side, assembling her sandwich. It was so mundane, something completely and utterly boring, but like the weirdo that I was, I found myself watching her hands as she folded cold cuts. We worked around each other—not that it was complicated, but there was a sort of rhythm between us, a natural pace wherein I used what she wasn’t and finished just as she needed what I had. I wasn’t sure why I noticed it, but I did, and I appreciated the simple synchronicity of the moment, a breath where things were easy.
I passed her the mustard as she handed me the ham. “So, I was thinking …” I paused.
“Oh, were you?” She glanced over at me with a hint of mirth at the corners of her lips.
“I know. I almost sprained something.”
Hannah laughed gently.
“If it’s okay, I think I’d like to try to handle bedtime tonight.”
“Of course it’s okay; they’re your children.” That time, her laughter was sweet.
“Do you … would you … do you think you could maybe …”
She shifted to face me, her eyes full of encouragement.
“Would you mind … helping me?”
Hannah nodded, her smile opening up. “That’s what I’m here for. Just let me know what you’d like me to do.”
I smiled back. “I’m sorry. I know it sounds stupid. I just … I haven’t done this much on my own, but I’d like to start.”
Her eyes softened, caught by slanting light, lighting up with sunshine. “There’s nothing to be afraid of,” she said simply.
I didn’t speak.
“There’s no right or wrong, and they don’t care about anything other than you being there. It’s simple enough; you only have to try.”
“Is it really that easy?”
“It really is. You’ll see.” She reached for my arm and gave it a squeeze that wasn’t meant to be anything but friendly but held something more, something in the pressure in her fingertips and the depths of her eyes.
It was something I did my very best to ignore. But I felt the heat of those
fingertips long after they were gone, even as we sat across the table from each
other eating lunch, the tulips in the vase behind her bowing their long heads as
the sunlight illuminated them, exposing what was hidden within their petals.
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~MEET STACI HART~
Staci has been a lot of things up to this point in her life -- a graphic designer, an entrepreneur, a seamstress, a clothing and handbag designer, a waitress. Can't forget that. She's also been a mom, with three little girls who are sure to grow up to break a number of hearts. She's been a wife, though she's certainly not the cleanest, or the best cook. She's also super, duper fun at a party, especially if she's been drinking whiskey.
From roots in Houston to a seven year stint in Southern California, Staci and her family ended up settling somewhere in between and equally north, in Denver. They are new enough that snow is still magical. When she's not writing, she's reading, sleeping, gaming, or designing graphics.
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