Friday, November 29, 2019

Book Review and Giveaway for The Imperfections by Sam Mariano

THE IMPERFECTIONS
by SAM MARIANO

Brantley Morrison is a drinker of whiskey, a solver of problems, and a collector of mutts; the kind of loyal, hardworking guy you want on your side—and you’d best not get on the wrong side of.

Alyssa Walton never meant to find herself on Brant’s bad side—never even met the man until he showed up in her bedroom with a loaded gun and a plan to destroy her.

When Alyssa and Brant collide, his simple problem-solving mission gets a whole lot more complicated. Turns out, Alyssa is nothing like he expected, and she just might be everything he’s ever wanted. Sure, she’s a little afraid of him, but every relationship has its obstacles.

Brant’s never had anyone like Alyssa around, someone loyal and kind who smoothes over his rough edges like she was born to do it. Alyssa’s never met a man like Brant, either, and while she admires the way he looks out for those he loves, she can’t help wondering, who’s looking out for Brant?

Now, faced with wanting the girl he was never supposed to keep, Brant has to make an impossible choice. Does he give up the girl who has brought sunshine into his lonely life, or does he hold on tight, even if it might mean letting down the people he’s spent his whole life protecting?


REVIEW: 3.5-4 STARS
"Some choices can't be undone and some roles can't be recast."

Sam Mariano trips me up and trips me out. She can mess with my head and heart in such a way, I don't know if I'm supposed to laugh or be confused. And that's exactly what she did with this one.... 

This book was soooo good. So good but with.....a caveat. In all fairness, this one didn't start out as my favorite, but it quickly became a book I couldn't put down. I say that because I did put this down TWICE and I walked away, intent on DNF'ing it. This storyline with all its crazy actions, literally and figuratively, made NO sense to me. Not one. "I’m conflicted. But I’m hooked." <-- That's what I kept telling myself while I was reading. But, by the time I was...coerced? totally the wrong word, but by the time I was actually talked through the fact that this is a different side of Sam Mariano and that there were reasons for everything, I continued on. I'm so glad I did but that was a very long and rough initial 30% to get through.

With one eye open, squinting at that opening chapter, I knew that I was in for something. Sam Mariano is a shock starter in the beginning - with good intentions. After the first few chapters, I knew she was going to make me say what the f^&k!! So I settled in, and lo and behold - a story surfaced and I was hooked! Was it immediate? Uh, NO. Capital N. Capital O. Not even close. But once I made it a significant way into this book, it unfolded crazily good. Because, make no mistake, this whole story was crazy, right down to the very ending.

If you want logical, you might have to look the other way. 
If you want common sense, that might not be very common.
If you want real, this might pass for real - with a side-to-side head wobble or shoulder shake.

To be honest, this almost read more like a parody: what not to do when...

While this was well written, it made me cringe in some places, but I smiled throughout. Once I got to the crux of the story, I couldn't stop reading - I was hooked. I suppose if I shelved logic, eschewed normality, lived in an alternate universe, this would be a simply laid out love story. But I'm ever so thankful it was not that simple or straightforward. I'm almost sorry I questioned the track I was meandering down when I first started this book, but the reward was definitely mine for the taking. I learned that sometimes it's hard to push aside what I think would be considered "the right way" and realized that I need to make sure I allow myself to live in the author's head as she's telling me a story. This was light and airy for a 'dark read', but it possessed an underlying sense of comedy of sorts. This has a cult classic/comedy vibe to it. It’s like a Quentin Tarantino movie in romance book form - but gosh, I really enjoyed it. It had plenty of humor  - so go in knowing it's a darkish comedy, but also know that this is where Mariano shines.

I was glad I had the option of "phoning a friend" to help me out in the beginning - I was so dumbfounded at first. I had to be reminded that this was Sam in her element. She doesn't write the dictionary definition of normal in a character - and that was my reminder to keep going. Can I recommend it? Will I? Oh, yeah!! Totally. Totally will and happily so. But I also figure, if I can tell you why I had a hard time and why I kept going, you'll understand my rating and review a little better after you've read it. I really, truly did enjoy this book. 

Mariano is not a "clean" writer and she likes her love stories "messy" - yes, necessary quotation marks utilized. What I mean by that is, her writing floats, it soars, and she's such an easy read, but I love that the love she writes isn't cookie-cutter-clean. There are truths, deep within, and there are realities that aren't in mainstream love stories because not always is the 'disturbed' written about finding love. That is most definitely something Mariano excels at - a messy love. There was almost a coldness - a certain detached voice or emotion present as the scenes originally played out. The fear and emotion on the page was second to the curiosities that caused quite a few eyebrow scrunches from me. It’s almost.....eerie. Brant is ruthless and cold - zero fucks given. Buuuuut......if you make it far enough in, you are rewarded with a crazy love that plays out in the most fantastical of ways. Fitting for Brant and Alyssa, I should say.

"You need a therapist. That was meant to scare you, not turn you on."

Alyssa definitely showed her age throughout the book and I could appreciate the fact that she was a teenager in every sense of the word - true to her age even. I saw Brant getting caught up in his thoughts of her, which made me fall a little harder for him. But, Alyssa? That girl was fixated. He may have been the voice of reason - in a chaotically paced way, but she put the "crazy" in crazy. Without having a conceptualized understanding of who Brantley was originally, I had a hard time placing him in the role he was playing in the very beginning. But knowing what the synopsis said, I knew I was supposed to meet this hard ass that was hell bent on taking care of a "problem." There were so many variables I had to recognize and accept, but also question as their story unfolded just to try and make sense of it all.

There's a reason I follow Sam on every social media outlet I have. She really does write super interesting characters and off the cuff stories that give me a whole new perspective on a love that is so different, but doesn't have any less meaning than the next. I'm usually left thinking harder about how their loved worked instead of why it shouldn't have.

Don't mind me....I'll just be sitting over here wondering when her next story is coming out. I've decided her brand of crazy is exactly what I've signed up for with her books. I'll need that ASAP. Kthxbye.

"I'd rather be with a man thoroughly intent on keeping me than one who's okay with losing me."
~BEE






~MEET SAM MARIANO~

Sam Mariano has been writing stories for as long as she can remember. She lives in Ohio and has a sweet and wonderful daughter.

Because of You was her first finished story (she started writing it when she was 18) and due to a full-time work and college schedule, it took her years to finish. She has also been telling people for years that there would never be a sequel (sorry, guys!)…which turned out to be a lie.

Sam Mariano is currently working on Dante’s book (if you’re a Morelli reader) and some other WIP. 
Feel free to find her on Facebook, Goodreads, or her blog—she loves hearing from readers!


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Wednesday, November 20, 2019

Book Review and Giveaway for Violent Triumphs by Jessica Hawkins


VIOLENT TRIUMPHS
by JESSICA HAWKINS

I’ve become a queen to the forsaken, a leader to thieves, and the wife of a man who instills fear in all who cross his path. He was the husband I didn’t want. Now, I can’t fathom life without my king.

I should’ve been ready for anything. Like the caterpillar that feeds on poison during metamorphosis, I was raised in the dangerous world of cartel crime. But nothing could’ve prepared me for Cristiano de la Rosa, his brother’s poison, or the Calavera cartel.

This is still a story about a love strong enough to topple households, unite enemies, and divide brothers. Resilient enough to bring down those who would try to destroy it . . . and selfless enough to make the ultimate sacrifice.

But I was warned, and so were you. Death’s day always comes. This time, it will find what was once a caterpillar is now a butterfly—and hell hath no fury like the White Monarch.


My Thoughts...
I've gone back and forth with this review for a few days now. It's been very hard to get my feelings out and to explain myself, so please, bear with me. I willingly admit that the six month break in between the second and third book caused me to forget a few details - so some things coming out later, I had to jingle my brain a bit. I didn't hate this book, but I didn't love it.

Only could I/would I be willing to allow my favorite author to test my reading comfort with regards to an arranged/forced marriage or marriage of convenience - my least favorite trope out there. Hmmm...Tell me a story, Jessica. I'll listen. I happily go into every one of her books with an open mind because I know how she pulls at my emotions, spoon-feeds me angst, and delivers an epic love story worthy of a book hangover. Never once have I questioned what I know her books can do to me. With the first two books sucking me in with mystery and intrigue, this one was sure to give me all the feels. I was sure of it. Unfortunately, I didn't get any of the feelings that Jessica is known for giving me. I just didn't. What’s most frustrating is that I didn’t love this book, but what’s equally frustrating is that I didn’t get the book hangover everyone else did. I just felt....underwhelmed, and that saddens me beyond my own understanding.

“You make me lose control.”
----
“And you make me powerful when others would have me powerless.”

I will say, this final book showed a cool, calm and collected Cristiano - but he was very calculated. He had a seriousness to him that I cannot even begin to imagine; way beyond my comprehension. What a heaviness to digest at all times. Individually, Cristiano was amazing. Natalia was strong. Diego was always a douche. Costa loved his daughter so hard. His Princessa, his baby girl. Barto and Alejo and Pilar have a story and I need it ASAP - please explore that one!! There were so many elements working for this book and it was a busy and fantastic storyline.

But let me dig a little deeper.

Cristiano made me smile. He was the man that you know will always have your back. He took care of everything. He was the unwavering strength in the dark, unknown abyss of an ever-changing world of the cartel and he made sure to take care of his own. Oh, and he had a mouth worth craving. I did like his naughty tongue. I loved every single thing about him. Even the softer side of him that buckled to Natalia's desires. Natalia, herself, was a brat. Straight up brat. <sigh> But Natalia grew on me. Slowly. Very slowly. I know I have to keep in mind that she was only 20, so I can't hate her. But, what I ended up feeling the most conflicted about her character was the change from an insolent child to a queen, seemingly overnight. She didn’t settle, but you can’t all of the sudden grow into a queen if you’ve never tried on the crown. While Natalia irked me in the past two books, I could understand where she was coming from and I knew she would grow, so the buildup that Cristiano’s gruff determination promised me made me fall in love with their dynamic. Yes, I realize the circumstances dictated this change in her confidence, but I struggled with that because for two books, I saw one side of her and then the switch was flipped immediately - and voila! She was a strong, confident woman standing beside her powerful man. Maybe it was the nature of the circumstance that made her "realize" this, but I definitely understood why Jaz questioned her loyalty and truthfulness.

With the extravagance of circumstances surrounding them, I knew there was going to be some things happening that I wouldn't know about, like behind the scenes activities and such. I mean, it's a world I hope to never encounter, so I definitely read on with wonder and Jessica didn't spare any details when it came to building this empire for Cristiano and Natalia. What I didn't appreciate was Diego's role in this book, nor did I understand the ending AT ALL. Like, at all. I didn't understand why Cristiano made it a black and white decision for her, and then changed the plan. That was completely out of character to me, so I had a hard time compartmentalizing this change. The adrenaline rush of the last 25% was fast and almost felt too uneven for me. I was excited, anxious, and all around nervous for what was going to happen - which is the best when your head is spinning with possibilities!! I knew Cristiano was The Devil in disguise.....or no disguise, but he was evil and exacted revenge with precision, so I couldn't deny that I was intrigued with his actions and how he handled certain scenarios.

"There's only the underworld for people like us. But down here, we don't burn. We rule."

Some of the analogies were....interesting, but the way she told the story was definitely in-depth, down to the most minute of details. She was quite articulate as Cristiano amassed a world of chaos and destruction within, all the while including a love that was indestructible. Trust me, I know that Jessica's writing is superb. I've read every book and have walked away star-struck each and every time. But I was looking for more with this one. I was hoping for an ending that made me scream and feel like I needed to jump around and discuss this. In the end, it just felt...done. That’s never happened with one of her books. Ever. This does NOT mean I don't want to read the probable spinoffs from the other characters in this world. On the contrary. I am looking forward to exploring more. I couldn’t stop turning the pages and I couldn’t put it down, no denying the pull it had. But...overall, it ended without flair for me.

I’m very sad that I didn’t get the book hangover that was promised me and I’m sad that I feel so blah about it. That’s probably the most heartbreaking part for me, seeing as this is my favorite author and I’ve never given her a low rating before. I wanted to savor the ending as a book hangover. I wanted to be stuck in a love that held me captive and held me back from moving on. I don’t feel like I got that. Was it good? Hell yeah! It was well written. It was a great ending. But, based on all the glowing reviews, this is just a me thing - obviously.

It is NO secret. I don't hide it. I can't deny it. I love Jessica Hawkins' books. She is my #1 author out of my Top 5 Favorite Authors. Constantly. Continually. Jessica does trilogies well. Jessica does epic love stories well. Jessica writes her men exceptionally well. I love Jessica's books. I can't say it enough. So it bothers me to no end that this one didn't wow me like I was anticipating. This one, I built it up so much in my head, and the first two books ramped up this story to the point that it couldn't go any way other than fantastically amazing. I’m heartbroken that I didn’t love this one. Heartbroken. For this reason, I am giving this book a 3.5 STAR review. Too much didn't work for me to love it, but it was still a great story.

"Don't mistake strategy for weakness."
~BEE

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VIOLENT DELIGHTS
by JESSICA HAWKINS

In the de la Rosa family, old grudges run deeper than loyalty, and betrayal is a three-letter word: war. But this feud isn’t between enemies. It’s between brothers. And I’m the prize.

I was born a princess among criminals. An untouchable among thieves. Heiress to a life others have killed for, and one I'm prepared to trade for my freedom. I vowed not to leave without Diego, my first love and best friend, but if his ruthless brother has his way, I won’t leave at all. Cristiano de la Rosa is a man as big and bold as his legend. Once upon a time, he was our cartel’s best soldier . . . until he became my family’s worst enemy.

A man like Cristiano will bend fate to his will to get what he wants. Even if it means dragging me to hell—and tearing me from his brother's arms.

“She is mine.” Three words from two different men.
A life, future, and love I don’t get to choose.



VIOLENT ENDS
by JESSICA HAWKINS

I had a life, love, and future to give.
Until my enemy took a wife.

The devil has a name, and it’s Cristiano de la Rosa. On my wedding day, he was the last man I expected to see standing at the altar. He wants to make me his queen. His brother wants to rescue his princess.

Getting Cristiano to lose control becomes the name of the game, and the stakes are life and death. But as truth and lies blur, loyalty is tested, and our chemistry threatens to reach the melting point, the prize grows less clear. Either freedom no longer means what I think it does, or Cristiano is as devious as everyone says, and he’s mastered the art of playing my mind.

All I know for certain is that nothing is certain. And all you need to know? This is a love story.

But even love stories have to end. 

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~MEET JESSICA HAWKINS~
Jessica Hawkins grew up between the purple mountains and under the endless sun of Palm Springs, California.

She studied international business at Arizona State University and has also lived in Costa Rica and New York City. To her, the most intriguing fiction is forbidden, and that's what you'll find in her stories. Currently, she resides wherever her head lands, which is often the unexpected (but warm) keyboard of her trusty MacBook.

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Monday, November 18, 2019

Book Review and Giveaway for The Rebel King by Kennedy Ryan


THE REBEL KING
by KENNEDY RYAN

Ambition. Revenge. Love.

Raised to resist. Bred to fight. Survival is in my blood and surrender is never an option.

Though surrender is what Maxim Cade demanded of my body and heart, I had other plans. We were fast-burning fascination and combustible chemistry, but the man I trusted with everything was a trickster. A thief who stole my love. If what we had was a lie, why did it feel so real? The man I swore to hate will have it all, and wants me at his side. But power is a game, and we're the pawns and players.

Facing insurmountable odds, will we win the world, or will we lose it all?

REVIEW: 4 STARS
"Desire and need suffocate my good intentions."

Disclaimer: I don’t really like when the real world invades my book world in drastic measures. So, I am shocked at how much I enjoyed seeing some political, some activism, some reality to the story, even though sometimes it felt like it was bordering on a certain tone I don’t necessarily want in my books. But I always want real and Kennedy Ryan gave me that - always gives me that.

I do not willingly trust any author with hot button issues in my romance books, let alone political ones. So, while this one was waaaay over my comfort zone lines for political romance stories, there is something to say about Kennedy Ryan's ability to infuse her convictions with her romance so seamlessly in one story. She is meticulous in her research, and thoughtful in her narrative - all by giving us a story worth discussing, one worth feeling. One worth debating, and one worth processing internally. She gave me an in-depth look into a culture that I’m pretty sure I never would’ve crossed paths with. I commend her not only on her strength and drive for knowledge, but her voice and confidence in how she's telling it. This can't be an easy subject to broach with her readers. I can't even begin to imagine, but she did it with a clear voice and certainty, and that I can appreciate.

I could go on and on about how amazing her writing is, and frankly, I do it with every review I write for her books. Because, for me, she is that amazing. It's why she sits on my Favorites Lists for authors and books yearly. It's no secret, and I'm proud to say I've read every one of her books and she has touched me or moved me with each one. So there is no discussion needed on how amazing her writing is. However, this is where I vary off the path I have always walked with her. This one book, this is where my tune changes a little bit. I'll be frank, and I'll be honest - I loved the first book. I mentioned in my review that it was a little preachy and repetitive for me, but that overall the love story was front and center. But this one toed a few lines that I am not sure I would have willingly crossed. Not because it was terrible. It's just such a sticky subject, but one that should be and needs to be discussed - but of course, Kennedy Ryan used her platform wisely and brilliantly. Again, I'm not sure there are many, if any, authors I would allow to take me down a very political and slippery slope in my romance book world....but Ryan stands out in a very small crowd of authors I trust.

I found myself falling deeper in love with Maxim by the page. I love the gruff alpha males and the ones that will stop at nothing for their woman - that is who Maxim is to his core. Seeing his alpha side and subsequently his determination to NOT back down, but also giving Lennix some leeway, only to the point that he’s comfortable with, was an exercise in restraint for him, I'm sure. He is everything. He is perfection in literary book boyfriend material. No denying that - I'd be a liar if I tried to. I loved his moody and broody side, his protective side, his loving side and his willingness to do whatever was necessary for his woman, because he made no apologies claiming her as his. I freaking loved that he never bowed down to her anger, instead listening with his heart and mind. He took it and turned it around into a good thing and showed her he knew her worth, he heard her, he saw her, but never took away from her hard work. He was her biggest cheerleader. He knew how hard she worked and didn't negate the amount of work she put in to get where she was.

"I don't mind playing dirty when I care this much about something."

Lennix was stubborn. I struggled with her choices in this one, far more than I anticipated. She’s so stubborn, but I had to recognize that as part of what makes her who she is, so on the other hand, it was amazing to see that strength. I can enjoy the stubborn side of a character and actually love reading that in a heroine. As someone who is very stubborn herself, I am full of opinions and fire when it comes to what I believe - so I easily recognized it in Lennix. BUT. That girl caused me some serious grief. She had tunnel vision at some points, and that pulled me away from the story a few times because the mental discussion I was having with myself was actually louder than the story I was reading. She, I feel, manipulated Maxim - without regards to his emotional needs - into something without him having the full story, in turn causing their biggest argument. One that I felt was completely lopsided and disrespectful of his wishes and wants. And yet, this is the part where I struggle the most because none of it was moot. She was stubborn for a reason. She pushed Maxim to do things because she knew the outcome would benefit more than just her. She was smart and calculated. But, damn! That girl seriously had me ranting a few times!!

"You don't hold back someone like Lennix because the beauty is in how she flies."

The neatest thing I saw, though, was that she challenged Maxim and that in and of itself is what made her who she was - for him. I felt like her instinct was to fight first, and then acquiesce for the benefit of her and Maxim after the fact. Her stubbornness pushed her into scenarios and difficult situations unnecessarily instead of thinking it through and not acting on a ‘man is evil’ platform. Can I understand why she fights so hard? Yes - 1000% yes. Unarguably, yes. Can I get behind her beliefs and why she fights so hard? Again, yes. BUT, I still didn’t agree with the majority of how she handled Maxim and HIS needs, wants, and desires. He did EVERYTHING for her. Every single thing. The one time we saw him lose his cool, I was right there with him. Her selfish foresight and wants overshadowed his and she didn’t give him the chance to make the decision himself, so I truly feel like she manipulated him without thinking of the impact her decision would have had on him. But again, I can see why that captivated him and pulled him in. That challenge is enticing - especially in a world where one never passes up a challenge. I could invariably see why he loved her so hard and was willing to give up everything just for her. Like I said, Kennedy Ryan has given me much to think about and process. I can't complain when I'm forced look at both sides, because while I have an opinion, I always love learning another side to someone's truth. But I'm tellin' ya....R-A-N-T-I-N-G.

"The need to be inside her is so elemental, I can't distinguish it from the need to breathe or blink."

Put aside everything else, though, and their love was scorching hot. They were made for each other and they were tireless in their pursuit of a level of intimacy you can't throw together in mere words. I feel like Ryan chooses the right feelings to emote through her words, and it just comes across as effortless. I always felt her characters' love oozing off the pages, and I am thankful for that. The emotional impact Lennix and Maxim felt with all the trauma they encountered was placated and supplicated in the most intimate of ways. They gave what they needed, and they gave it without reserve....but they also took what they needed without hesitation. I couldn't get enough of that intensity that simmered between them. Because, to be honest, when a strong partner is able to be vulnerable with the one that completes them, that shows how rich that love between them really is. In this case, we had two very dominant characters falling into each other in the most gracious of ways.

"I grip her by the hips and pull her so close, my body is a hard question. Hers is a soft response. A 'yes' wrapped in velvet, lined with satin."

Kennedy Ryan is an exceptional storyteller and her mind has tunnels I'd love to explore one day. There is nothing that I won't trust her to write for me. Because, honestly, I know I can read anything she throws at me and learn something while falling madly in love with her characters. This one was more political than any of her others, but I wouldn’t trust just anyone else. She possesses a masterful skill in delivering a story of this magnitude, with this much depth and this much heart I rarely read from others. But only her would I blindly trust to give me what she does - time and time again, because she makes me think and she makes me process. Ryan shook me with a truth more powerful than I am able to articulate with this book - and I am confident enough to say that. The love these two shared spanned opinions, time, space, and disagreements. It ultimately showed Maxim's willingness to sacrifice for her, because he loved her. Nothing would ever stand before his love for Lennix - and that's how love should be.

"Traditions are the memories of those before us, breathed to life when we carry them on."
~BEE






Raised to rule, bred to lead and weaned on a diet of ruthless ambition. In a world of haves and have nots, my family has it all, and I want nothing to do with it.

My path takes me far from home and paints me as the black sheep. At odds with my father, I’m determined to build my own empire. I have rules, but Lennix Hunter is the exception to every one of them. From the moment we meet, something sparks between us. But my family stole from hers and my father is the man she hates most. I lied to have her, and would do anything to keep her. Though she tries to hate me, too, the inexorable pull between us will not be denied.

And neither will I.

I'm a wife, a mom, a writer, an advocate for families living with autism. That's me in a nutshell. Crack the nut, and you'll find a Southern girl gone Southern California who loves pizza and Diet Coke, and wishes she got to watch a lot more television. You can usually catch me up too late, on social media too much, or FINALLY putting a dent in my ever-growing To Be Read list!


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Tuesday, November 12, 2019

Book Review and Giveaway for Love You Now by M Robinson


LOVE YOU NOW
by M ROBINSON

I should have told her everything.

How much I loved her.
How much I've always loved her.
But I didn't.
I couldn't.
I just wasn't made that way.

Instead... I claimed her.
Teased her.
Taunted her.
Worshipped her.
Until... I broke her.

My best friend.
My savior.
My girl.

From my mind to my heart, to every single bone in my body.
She owned me.
I was hers.

Every look.
Every kiss.
Every touch.
Every tear.

It was always her.

The only thing I feared more than losing her was forgetting her.
I hated how much I needed her.

She was mine.
Always and forever.

I hated her then.

But Harley Jameson was about to find out how much...

I LOVED her now.


REVIEW: 4 STARS
"She was a fuckin' vision I was addicted to."

ALL THE SMILES!!! If ever there was a finale that had me concerned (but obviously produced a smile throughout), it was this one! Not concerned as in she won't be able to meet the rush the first one gave me, but more along the lines of how is this story going to play out when it can go so many different ways!!! So.Many.Ways. I knew there was going to be a twist coming that rocked my understanding of the foundation of this very story, and sure enough - Robinson nailed it.

A few things raised my eyebrows, a few made me say "yeah sure" with a questionable eye, and some of it was entirely predictable - BUT, I never put it down once I started it. I was immersed in Jackson and Harley's world and was completely caught up in their turmoil. I love that Jackson and Harley's age allowed the innocence and the ridiculous remarks to actually work in their favor, not only giving the young adult angsty side of it, but also providing just enough comedy to lighten the mood every few pages. But I think the most amazing thing to see was Jackson's determination, through thick and thin, to get his point across to her. He was headstrong and stubborn - not saying she wasn't, but also overly cocky and had the pride of a grown man - none of which truly concerned me because the cockier, the better, in general. As long as it's justifiable, and with Jackson it was.

"She was like an angel and a demon at the same time. She was sinful as much as she was heavenly in my arms."

The underlying message, the meaning behind everything, was so carefully placed in these books, I loved seeing it all come together. I loved discovering right along with Harley how much love Jackson had for her - how far he would go to show it in his own ways, and how every single action and word meant something. Of course, looking back as it all came to light was a great thing to see. Jackson's confidence worried me in some aspects because of how tenacious he was, and how many women would put up with that much drama? That much turmoil? That much pain just to get the love they knew they deserved? Well, it definitely took a strong woman and Harley was just the one to wrangle him in and keep him in check, with her knee or her mouth. It was definitely smile-inducing to the very end, and I'm so very thankful for that.

And I must admit, the cover model for these books was the perfect "picture" for me to see Jackson Pierce and how sexy he really was, because it kinda brought the story more to life for me. Sometimes picturing a character is the hardest thing for me to do, which I find really weird - especially if the author is painting a great picture with their words, but characters are always seen through my 'own eyes' because of my life experiences and such, so seeing her vision for him really put the icing on the cake. So fitting.

Robinson did such a great job making this a standalone duet from her spinoff of her Good Ol Boys series. I really can easily recommend this as a first read of hers for any newbies, all the way to a great way to jump back into the first world of hers to the regular readers. With this duet being the kids from her kids from her Good Ol Boys series (did you follow that?), there was enough of a separation between storylines and little to no knowledge necessary about Creed and Mia to understand their dynamic and how they played into this series. While there was some action from them, it was negligible in terms of required knowledge to continue the flow with this duet. However, I am going to say that she set up at least two more books from this duet alone for other characters, and I am anticipating some angst and drama coming from the next one and I am perversely excited about them. It's so wrong and so good on a whole different level!!!

—> This one actually had me sprouting tears....don't tell anyone.

"Gremlin, you had to hate me to love me."
~BEE



HATED YOU THEN IS THE FIRST BOOK IN THIS DUET


                   


~MEET M ROBINSON~

Wall Street Journal & USA Bestselling Author M. Robinson loves to read. She favors anything that has angst, romance, triangles, cheating, love, and of course sex! She has been reading since the Babysitters Club and R.L. Stein.

She was born in New Jersey but was raised in Tampa Fl. She was pursuing her Ph.D in psychology, with two years left. However, she dropped out of school and became a full-time writer.

She is married to an amazing man who she loves to pieces. They have two German Shepherd mixes, Kobe and trooper, a Wheaten Terrier, Teddy and a Tabby cat, Gio.

She feels blessed to be living her dream.


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Friday, November 8, 2019

DNF Review for The Bromance Book Club by Lyssa Kay Adams


THE BROMANCE BOOK CLUB
by LYSSA KAY ADAMS

The first rule of book club:
You don't talk about book club.

Nashville Legends second baseman Gavin Scott's marriage is in major league trouble. He’s recently discovered a humiliating secret: his wife Thea has always faked the Big O. When he loses his cool at the revelation, it’s the final straw on their already strained relationship. Thea asks for a divorce, and Gavin realizes he’s let his pride and fear get the better of him.

Welcome to the Bromance Book Club.
Distraught and desperate, Gavin finds help from an unlikely source: a secret romance book club made up of Nashville's top alpha men. With the help of their current read, a steamy Regency titled Courting the Countess, the guys coach Gavin on saving his marriage. But it'll take a lot more than flowery words and grand gestures for this hapless Romeo to find his inner hero and win back the trust of his wife.


REVIEW: Umm.....I can't. NOPE

Disclaimer: this is a jumbled mess of emotions and anger. This book didn’t work - as hard as I tried to make it work. This review is long and uncoordinated. ♥️

I've always been the type of person that has valued trust and honesty in a relationship (friendship/love/family/etc.). Always. I will never stray from that. I have also always believed that YOU are the one responsible for your own happiness and YOU alone. Having said that, I do not and cannot appreciate putting up a farce in order to "win over" someone if you cannot be true to yourself. What in the world am I talking about? Well, here comes a very unpopular opinion because this book struck a chord with me and it was not a good one.

First and foremost, let's get this out of the way: Lyssa Kay Adams can write. Her words had a good cadence and the flow was there. I actually enjoyed her 'voice' in that aspect because it didn't feel forced and it was a smooth read.

That's where my like ends.

I will never complain about someone's opinions or beliefs, because I will always have my own. But when you are complaining about an issue and then reversing and applying it to a storyline....well, that's when I have an issue, and therefore - an opinion. I wish I read her essay on "Addressing Toxic Masculinity" before I read this book. I would have known immediately that she was not the writer for me for this subject at hand.

Don't live a lie. Ever.

I am clearly not the intended audience for this book. I don't believe in allowing others to "offend" you, because that's giving them a power over you and your emotions that they did not earn. I do not believe in the strength of "toxic masculinity" and I am not a feminist. I know that is terrible to say and I won't apologize for how I feel just like I don't expect others to, but let me explain that little bit. If a man is too good for his britches and thinks his turd don't stink, well then he's an idiot. If he believes women should bow down to him, serve him, placate him for his ego necessities, that makes him a pig. I believe that men should open doors for women, but I also believe a woman is capable of doing it for herself AND for those behind her: it's called common courtesy. That's all. So I am of the firm belief that we are all equal and can do whateverthefuck we want to.

So while this book spouted off about men being embarrassed about drinking a PSL and how they had to "hide it" or that reading a romance book so they can "learn how to make a woman happy" - I just couldn't get on board with it once I got deeper into it. Because if you are embarrassed, you have no backbone. Stand up for yourself, and dare I say it: be a man. If you want a PSL, order it. Only YOU are allowing others to define you mentally, so that is crap. Why did we spend so much time discussing feminine vs masculine? I know, I know...it was the whole reason behind the book. But I didn't connect with the message. Maybe I took it too seriously. That's on me, I suppose.

Gavin's mouth dropped open. "You drink these too?"

Del dropped unceremoniously into a chair by the window. "I love them, but I'm too embarrassed to order them for myself."

Mack plopped down on the couch and kicked up his feet. "Don't be ashamed for liking them. The backlash against the PSL is a perfect example of how toxic masculinity permeates even the most mundane things in life. If masses of women like something, our society automatically begins to mock them. just like romance novels. If women like them, they must be a joke, right?"

So, anyway - I'm sure I've already turned off quite a few people because of my very opinionated opinions up there, but I don't like pigeon-holing people or ideas. I think it's ridiculous. I do. I really am an easy going, happy-go-lucky gal that enjoys my freedom, my strength, and my very masculine husband with a heart of gold that he has NO problem showing or "acting" out. Maybe I'm in my own little world, but this book actually pissed me off. By the time I got to about 20% - so early on!!, I knew that my patience was being tested and I couldn't sit around and read this with an honest, open mind anymore. It just rubbed me the wrong way, but I'll tone it down for my review.

The idea of the book somewhat intrigued me but didn't completely pull me in, so after a few of my blogger friends had read this and loved it, I decided to jump in. It’s a sweet book. It’s funny. It made me giggle in some parts and I definitely enjoyed reading it - until I didn't. I feel like all the bad thoughts overshadowed what could have been good about this book. I smiled mostly throughout and it was a nice departure from the heavier, more angsty reads I normally enjoy. The guys’ club felt like it was more akin to an AA/NA meeting (standing up and introducing yourself - explaining why you're there) because of how it all played out, but their seriousness about how important the club was and how this type of club saved their marriages really put a light and fun twist on the whole “alpha sports player” trying to stay happily married. This book showed these big burly men being super soft and so different than their outside appearances - soft and sweet, pumpkin spice latte loving, romance book reading softies. Is there anything wrong with that? Nope. Not ever going to say there is - and it was so different than what we usually see and read, so that was the main draw. While I can appreciate a man with a softer side (married him), he should still be who he is inside and outside of a private area (married him), yet also be a strong man with a heart and conviction (married him) and will stand up for what he believes in. It just didn’t gel that way in this story for me. It felt like they were hiding that softer, emotional side because they were embarrassed but only ‘played the part’ for their women. It left a bad taste in my mouth.

As for the characters. I loved the guys in the book club, and especially poor Gavin. He was in his own little world and didn't bother peeking out long enough to check on his wife, so he had a very hard lesson to learn and essentially correct, but I felt his honest pain for what had transpired and his desire to right all the "wrongs" he supposedly had. The guys had me laughing in some parts and they had me rolling my eyes in others - but overall, they had my attention and support for their cause. With Thea, I couldn't connect with her at all. I felt she was a very selfish and immature woman in some aspects, even though I’m sure there was more to her overall problems. I obviously saw her hold up because of her family and how she grew up, but with her strength and determination to "fix" what went wrong in her life - you'd think she'd have a better understanding of communication and hard work. She definitely needed counseling for a multitude of issues she harbored. I didn’t like the way she handled Gavin, nor did I like the way she blamed him for some of the issues while not looking deep within herself as well. I do feel that while Thea was justified in her fears, I feel that she was unjust in her actions - and I struggled with that immensely. Although Gavin was an idiot for his reaction to her first O - they both were immature in how it was all handled. But again, that’s a personal opinion and one I’m probably not qualified to give....but I did.

The reason given behind the separation was the hardest thing to accept and immature at best. That really bothered me. Yes, I’m married. Yes, I’m a mother. So yes, I feel like I had a somewhat emotional understanding of where Thea was coming from - but BUT for being 26, she really wasn’t being mature about it. There was the Perfect Storm leading up to this fight, though, and that I could see as it played out. Emotions were high, adrenaline was going - things were in disarray because of the excitement that surrounded the night. And then, when it all happened, I was left with a WTF moment.

This could have been funny. But I found it to be lacking, overall. The first rule of book club: you don’t talk about book club. That sounds like it would be FUNNY!!! Right? No. Before anyone says I missed the intended funny side of this sweet story, I assure you - I did not. I liked that side of it. For some reason, the 'message' was lost in translation of what I felt she was trying to relay and how I read it. Again, I wish I had read her essay "Addressing Toxic Masculinity" beforehand.

I more or less think this book is going to hit many people differently on the spectrum of loved it vs hated it for many reasons, one of which is the emotional side of a marriage being destroyed over something so fixable, all the while accepting the characters’ actions and their emotional fortitude. One I think lacked more than the other, but that’s *my* emotional two cents worth. It also has an underlining ideology worked into the whole ‘men reading romance books’ novelty that maintained a thought process that women and men can't/shan't do things equally and once again, assigning a gender allowance on it. Isn't that what the author is working against? No. Just no. Was this bad? Not entirely. I smiled a few times. Some of it was working for me - until it wasn’t. I was actually really enjoying this book until these rants about “toxic masculinity” started being thrown around, and then I realized I just couldn’t make it through this one with an honest smile on my face.

The storyline felt like it was contradicting on two very different levels. First, let's hide behind the fact that you like ‘feminine’ things (her words, not mine) - and then, now let's carry on perpetuating a lie by ‘learning how to flirt with a woman’ and acting some certain way to win her back. So, be manly and learn to flirt with your woman and be something you’re not - and don't forget to wink at her? Is that how this works? Huh. Gotcha. If you can’t be you, and they don’t love you for you, flirting with them and pretending to be someone you’re not will NOT work in the long run either, I can promise you that much. I know how I sound, but I'm having a hard time articulating how it read to me versus what I read. Can a man learn to flirt? Sure....of course. Do I love that side of it? Hell yeah, I do. I love a man that can flirt and wink at me and generally make me feel wanted and loved. But I guess the way it was being told and how it played out in the book was what turned me off. It just made me feel weird.

Maybe this book just missed the mark for me. Maybe I read it in a different voice than the author intended and that's why it sat awkward with me. I don't know, but what I do know is I rolled my eyes way too much while reading this one. I yell-discussed this way more than I should have with/at my poor husband. Who knew his eyes could get that big while listening to me react to a book that should not have caused this much of a reaction?

I knew I should have listened to my gut on this one. All this book really did was read to me as a woman writing about how she is empowering men to be softies, but it read like she was emasculating them and ‘putting them in their place’ and shoving feminist ideologies down my throat about how SHE perceives it should be. I felt like I was reading one woman's beliefs on how to best tackle this "masculinity problem" so rampant in our country - spilt as gospel, but read like an emotional rant. Here comes my opinion that will probably be said that I’m assisting the toxic masculinity BS. Be a man!! Step up. Be confident in your decisions - just don't be a douche! Just like anyone else, I can say screw you to the people that say I’m shallow because I read romance. I get to tell them to eff off - just like anyone else can. Just because I like it doesn’t mean you have to. There is nothing wrong with liking something, being male or female. Stop perpetuating that issue of gender responsibility requirements. Also, stop giving people power over your own emotions. You like it, own it!! Don’t be embarrassed and don’t give me some song and dance, woe-is-me BS about not being able to be true to who you are. That’s crap.

This book didn’t sit well with me. And it certainly didn't make my "pink parts stand at attention." (Again, her words, not mine.)

"Nothing on Earth is as strong as a woman who's good and fed up."
~BEE


~MEET LYSSA KAY ADAMS~
Lyssa Kay Adams is the pen name of an award-winning journalist who gave up the world of telling true stories to pen emotional romances. She’s also a diehard Detroit Tigers fan who will occasionally cheer for the Red Sox because her husband is from Boston.

Lyssa lives in Michigan with her family and an anxiety-ridden Maltese who steals food and buries it around the house and who will undoubtedly be a character in a future book.

Things Lyssa loves: Baseball pants, mashed potatoes, and that little clicking sound that scissors make on the cutting table at fabric stores.

Things she doesn’t love: Mean people, melting ice cream cones, and finding food in her underwear drawer.

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Wednesday, November 6, 2019

Book Review and Giveaway for Tell Me Everything by Amy Hatvany


TELL ME EVERYTHING
by AMY HATVANY
An ARC review

A happily married couple. A dance with a stranger at a bar.

One night--one seemingly insignificant choice--can change everything.

Jessica and Jake Snyder love each other, and their life together. Successful in their chosen careers, they reside in the picturesque, though at times stifling, Seattle suburb of Queens Ridge as they parent teenagers Ella and Tucker.

As so often happens in marriage, their romantic life falls casualty to busy schedules and repetitive routine, until one night, a stranger asks Jessica to dance. On a whim, Jake urges her to say yes, saying that he wants to watch this other man touch her, something that surprises Jessica by arousing her like never before. A door opens for them then, into a realm of exploration neither of them knew existed.

They create rules to protect their marriage, and are thrilled when their relationship is strengthened and enriched by deeper levels of communication and trust brought about by this exciting, but taboo behavior. That is, until Jessica keeps a secret from Jake and embarks on a tryst with an intriguing man from her past, who, when she tries to end things between them, decides to seek revenge.

What happens after that will threaten to destroy their world--and them.

A juicy and insightful look into the shifting definition of modern marriage and the limits placed upon female sexuality, TELL ME EVERYTHING will make you question everything you thought you knew about what constitutes marital bliss, and keep you turning pages into the night.


REVIEW: 4.5 STARS
"In that bedroom, I wasn't a mother or a wife. I was simply a woman. I was Jessica."

I love when a book is so different that it has me more turning the pages with wonder and curiosity than anything else. This one was riveting. I couldn't stop reading it and knew going in that it was already going to be one that tested not only my beliefs and understandings, but also my ability to see beyond the normal confines of others' directives on how a marriage should be lived. Let me tell you, I enjoyed stepping outside my comfort zone with this book. Very much so.

I have always maintained my love of a triangle storyline not only because of the forbidden aspect of someone stepping outside the relationship, but more of the exploration of one's emotional capacity, mentally and physically. That has always intrigued me. So many opinions about how you can't love more than one, or you can't fall for someone else if you're truly in love with your GF/BF/Spouse/etc. I love the discussions. I love to debate it, pros and cons. So when I had the opportunity to read this book after seeing it around FB, I knew that I was in for a ride. After reading, the title for this book was perfection in three words - it couldn't be more perfect.

I love that this book gave me another perspective on an otherwise closed subject. To be able to listen to opinions, thoughts, ideas and reasons - ones that give me a better idea about the subject at hand, with an open mind, definitely gave me a different insight. The discussion alone was animated, and this one gave me a lot to ponder. A lot to chat about with my husband conversationally and trust me, a lot of conversation was had about this book. I love that this book challenged my thought processes on a subject that has a black and white final answer for me, but definitely gave me plenty to think about and discuss. I loved the variables this storyline offered me, as well. The scenario gave a very thought provoking reality of how things can turn and what once was good could be toxic. I loved this dynamic. Again, so much to discuss. I am actually shocked at how much I enjoyed this one. Not that I doubted I would, but the truth of how much I did.

"My husband loved that I was a strong woman -  I knew that side of me was much of why seeing and hearing about me having sex with another man turned him on."

The complexities alone for navigating this type of relationship - I cannot even begin to acknowledge my own inhibitions and thoughts, let alone think it could/would be something that could be a "put myself in her shoes" sort of thing. This book made me perfectly uncomfortable, but bewitched me at the same time. I honestly couldn't stop reading!! It was like watching a train wreck because I couldn't look away - total definition of morbid curiosity, but I couldn't help but not read in wonder, watch it as it played out. I enjoyed the highs, but the lows were rough. The best part about this one was that it was all plausible. It was all real and I could 100% see this all happening as it did.

It would do me good to remember that this was a blend between women's fiction and romance, and that it doesn't necessarily fall under the romance umbrella as a whole. Not in a bad way, but the focus wasn't necessarily on the romantic adventure of this couple, but centered around their entire life they've built and how this actually affected their relationship as a whole. There was plenty of romance, don't get me wrong. The eventuality of change, and the possibility of it straining your relationship was imminent from the beginning. Having said that, the only thing that really bothered me was the constant switch from current life - learning to explore with her husband, and the past and her upbringing that made her the type of person she was today. Not really bad....it just felt cumbersome in some parts. However, by the time it was over, it gave me some insight into her past (necessary to understand who she was now), but the back and forth felt awkward in some stages. Overall, all in all - this was a well rounded story and definitely gave me plenty to think about as I read it.

It was fascinating to watch the lives of this married couple navigate uncertain waters, but also the way in which they worked through it. It wasn't scandalous, but it did provide a very real truth to this kind of scenario. Some of the discussions of the repercussions were missing in that conversation, I feel, but who am I to judge how someone comes to an understanding on things? Because I'm not. I couldn't put this book down. This book is not for the judgmental ones that can't accept different lifestyles. This isn't for the ones that don't understand the need to explore. This book reminds me of a wildly true book that I read a few years ago that got so much flack because of the painful honesty that it delivered. And that was my favorite part. The realness of it - the fabricated truth in not only the outward appearances, but the underlying reality to it behind closed doors.

Maybe I didn't mention this before, but I couldn't put this book down.

"He was different than being with Jake, intoxicating in a way I'd never felt before.
~BEE

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The first thing you should know about me is that I love my husband. The second is that I occasionally have sex with other men.

Here I am, on a Saturday night, in the arms of a man we found together. He is smart, funny. He understands our need for discretion. He knows that he is only a visitor.

I kiss this man. I undress for him and let him touch my body. He teases me, as I do, him. We fall into bed, and I memorize the taste of his skin, how it feels when he pushes inside me. The number of times he makes me come. I etch every one of his movements into my memory, filing them away, like dreams. Knowing that what happens between us is everything. And, yet, at the same time, nothing at all.

When we finish, I leave, almost immediately, and go home to the man who cherishes me.

I find him waiting for me, always, knowing exactly where I’ve been. I hurry toward him, my flesh still scented by another mans’ caress, my body aching from the pleasure of what we’ve just done.

My eyes lock on my husband’s. Our desire for each other pulses like a heart that has just been brought back to life.

When I reach him--when I am finally, truly home--he pulls me to his chest, his lips pressed against my ear.

“Tell me everything,” he says. “Don’t leave anything out.”

~MEET AMY HATVANY~
Amy Hatvany was born in Seattle, WA in 1972, the youngest of three children. She graduated from Western Washington University in 1994 with a degree in Sociology only to discover most sociologists are unemployed. Soon followed a variety of jobs – some of which she loved, like decorating wedding cakes; others which she merely tolerated, like receptionist. In 1998, Amy finally decided to sell her car, quit her job, and take a chance on writing books.

The literary gods took kindly to her aspirations and THE KIND OF LOVE THAT SAVES YOU was published in 2000 by Bantam Doubleday. THE LANGUAGE OF SISTERS was picked up by NAL in 2002. (Both titles published under "Yurk.")

Amy spends most of her time today with her second and final husband, Stephan. (Seriously, if this one doesn’t work out, she’s done.) She stays busy with her two children, Scarlett and Miles, and her “bonus child,” Anna. Their blended family also includes two four-legged hairy children, commonly known as Black Lab mutts, Kenda and Dolcé. When Amy’s not with friends or family, she is most likely reading, cooking or zoning out on certain reality television shows. Top Chef is a current favorite. She eagerly awaits auditions for the cast of “Top Author.” (“Quick Edit” instead of “Quick Fire” Challenge? C’mon, producers! That’s gripping television!)

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