Friday, March 17, 2023

KU Book Review for Swear On My Life by SL Scott


We aren’t temporary, baby.

Warm brown eyes that melted my unsuspecting heart.
A smile that knocked me off my feet.
His touch—raw electricity.

I never saw Harbor Westcott coming.

I was a small-town girl with big city dreams and more ambition than money to my name. He had everything—money, privilege, and the world at his feet.

Opposites in every way, but that didn’t matter. We were lightning in a bottle, and everything felt possible when we were together.

Life was perfect.

Or so I thought . . .

Years later, I’m no more prepared for him than I was the first time. He swears on his life that we are meant to be forever, but I know I can’t survive this man twice.


REVIEW 3.5 STARS
"He's a sinner and a saint battling it out inside an Adonis body."

Tell me that synopsis doesn't make you want to dive in immediately?? I'm a small town girl and totally love the feel of falling in love with your soulmate - been there, done that, so this was an easy yes for me. It was on my TBR for quite some time before I decided to jump in, but since the next book was coming out soon - I knew I needed to get on the ball. It is in KU, so that was a quick game-time decision between books. That cover....super seriously sexy and the embodiment of Harbor as I pictured him based on Scott's description. YUMMY! Such perfection. Oooh, soooo delicious.

Lark was such a straightforward girl...and I loved her spit of personality. Just a great spark and a smile everywhere she went. I really enjoyed her character, and it made it that much better when she put Harbor in his place with her sense of humor. She had me smiling quite a bit. Harbor was head over heels in love with her too, and he fell hard and fast which aided my smile. He was a little "soft" around the edges...quite poetic in terms of how his internal monologue came across, but he was such a gem to get to know. The sweetest (swooniest?) part for me was the fact that Harbor seemed to look past all the stereotypes and the status he could have walked around with, but instead he was such a real man, a true gentleman, and treated her with the utmost respect and love. That made me swoon awful hard over him.

Falling in love through their eyes was one of innocence and giggles. I loved watching them have some initial boundaries - some walls that eventually fell with the passing of the days as they started getting closer. It was seamless and unforgiving because them together, there was no other option. I couldn't help but smile when they explored each other or when Lark was being coy. I never stopped giggling at the sweet little moments between the two that could have gone a different way, but their personalities dictated otherwise. They gave me ALL the hearts when they confessed their love. But... but, I couldn't help but bite my nails while turning the pages to find out what Harbor's thought process was for making that decision... This book surely put me through the stages of emotions, even though they weren't always good ones.

Unfortunately, Harbor's "ultimate decision" angered me more than it endeared me to him...and that was a hard pill to swallow because he was the literal definition of perfection leading up to that point. I fell hard and fast for him and all he did for Lark to keep her happy. Before and after the decision. But that ONE issue that still isn't explained well enough -for me- to accept is what still irks me. Silly, I know. But I was SO into it - literally hanging off every word. It felt as if this strife was only written to cause the separation and was not rooted in the characters' reality as it was originally given to us (previous actions/explanations) and that's what brought it down for me. It worked out and it gave me a new series that I will no doubt follow to the end, but that part really saddened me. The ease in which I read the first half of the book didn't go unnoticed. Very laid back and chill style and it made falling in love with them falling in love give off more of a comfort feeling. 

I feel Scott's more of a lighter writer, whereas I usually go for more hard-hitting, heavier reads - and that was showcased in this book from beginning to end. Not bad at all, but it was a good reintroduction to her style that I was going to be working with for this series. I did check myself a few times when some of her "quotes" were placed within the storyline as they definitely didn't feel like they "fit" for the emotion at hand, or just placed to impact - basically, it caused me to stutter-step a few times. But, again - easy to read and definitely easy to enjoy. I truly enjoyed this love story and am looking forward to Loch's story now.

"The way he looked at me, his gaze penetrating me like he saw something more than what's on the inside."
~BEE

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~MEET SL SCOTT~

New York Times and USA Bestselling Author, S. L. Scott, was always interested in the arts. She grew up painting, writing poetry and short stories, and willing her days away lost in a good book and the movies.

With a degree in Journalism, she continued her love of the written word by reading American authors like Salinger and Fitzgerald. She was intrigued by their flawed characters living in picture perfect worlds, but could still debate that the world those characters lived in were actually the flawed ones. This dynamic of leaving the reader invested in the words, inspired Scott to start writing with emotion while interjecting an underlying passion into her own stories.

Living in the capital of Texas with her family, Scott loves traveling and avocados, beaches, and cooking with her kids. She's obsessed with epic romances and loves a good plot twist. She dreams of seeing one of her own books made into a movie one day as well as returning to Europe. Her favorite color is blue, but she likens it more toward the sky than the emotion. Her home is filled with the welcoming symbol of the pineapple and finds surfing a challenge though she likes to think she's a pro.

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Thursday, February 23, 2023

BOOK REVIEW and GIVEAWAY for A STOP IN TIME by RC Boldt



I’ve been an outcast my whole life. If my scars don’t scare people away, my attitude certainly will.

I don’t know what I am or how I got the power to stop time. What I do know is, there are far too many questions I need answers to.

When I cross paths with a local gang member, his presence unravels a part of my past I never knew existed.

At every turn, danger leaps closer, and I realize that stopping the killer will mean losing everything—including the first man I’ve ever loved.

But I should’ve known better. We were never meant to be anything more than a brief stop in time.


REVIEW: 3.5+ STARS
"Somewhere along the way, this mysterious spitfire of a woman became my weakness."

I seriously LOVE RC Boldt's immersive writing. She always puts me in the middle of the characters' world and brings me along on their journey with a front row seat. And her men? Seriously, they bring out all the knuckle-biting blushes every damn time.

Mac was the strong smartass of a heroine that we can all appreciate and love. Never mind her ability to stop time - because that gives me all the what ifs a girl could want. But it was the way she wielded that power and the way her mind and mouth worked in conjunction with her power. I freaking LOVED her. She truly will be a favorite memory out of RC's books that I will hold onto. She was a total badass and knew how to fight through to get what she needed. Her fight alone was amazing.

However, I went WEAK over Daniel. When she described Daniel's accent and how it made Mac feel....it was literally a blanket for my eyes and my mental ears. It just 'sounded' delicious and I am so glad she threw that in there. It brought it all closer to home and I absolutely loved it. But, girrrrl, his growls and vocal side while he was hot and heavy with Mac?? Makes a Bee giddy!!! I was smiling and blushing at the same time! His MOUTH was as dangerous as his protective side!! Oh, he is the things weak-kneed girls (like myself) drool over! He was so freakin' delicious. Yummy!!

My favorite part? (Besides Daniel's mouth...?) The mystery behind Mac's power in this story was what kept me turning the pages. It was told in the same vein as Beyond My Darkness where we got to look into the crazy mind of someone, so that connected these stories in that way, as well as the crossover characters. I loved seeing Bronson and Georgia, and meeting another someone at the end - and don't think for one minute that I don't want HIS story, because I most definitely do!!! Pretty please, RC!!!

What is my issue and why is it a 3.5 star rating? She's a solid 4 star writer for me. She's an amazing read. She writes a Hero with grit. She gives me all the tummy flutters a girl could want. It's that closure bit that keeps stopping me up. That's seriously the only thing I get stuck on. The last two books have done that for me - both at the end. I am not in love with how this came about, but I didn't hate it. It's a weird predicament for me, and I'm struggling with how to define it. The reason behind the mystery was just...ewww. *insert whiny Bee stomping her feet.* I didn't like HIM and what he did/felt/orchestrated and the pompous way he did it, so that left a sour taste in my mouth. He was gross and nasty and ick. However - the story itself was good and the ending was their perfect ending. I loved Daniel and Mac so so much. So their HEA was everything I needed it to be. I wish I could put my finger on the exact issue I had. Maybe I just didn't like the ick that came with the villain in this story - just maybe. Or maybe it's just a me thing...

I CANNOT stress enough how much I loved this story and these characters. RC Boldt is a great writer and I enjoy her love stories. She ranks up there as an author I will pick every time I have the chance - and her covers are always shelf-worthy. There was just that one spot...

"God, a person can go crazy going down the rabbit holes of life's what-ifs."
~BEE


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Tuesday, February 21, 2023

BOOK REVIEW and GIVEAWAY: CONFESSIONS: ETHAN by Ella Frank



Everything in the world is about sex except sex.
Sex is about power. ~ Oscar Wilde


Desire. Dominance. Sex.
Ethan Holt is in the business of all three.
He believes that any fantasy can be created,
and that any kink should be explored.
Why wouldn’t he, when he has several of his own?

Control. Ethan has to have it.
In his job at The Office. In his relationship with Zayne.
He's very particular on who he lets in his world,
and even more so on who he lets in his bed.
After all, he’s not the only one who sleeps in it.

Everything in their world is in perfect order,
just the way Ethan likes it.
Until a mysterious redhead walks into their club
and turns their world inside out.

What happens when control turns to chaos?
Do you give in to it? Or do you make chaos…submit?


REVIEW: 4.5+ AND HOLDING...
"But sometimes, even angels fall."

Setting the mood with three truths...and not one single lie:
  • I don't do cliffhangers.
  • I don't do a lot of Dom/sub reads.
  • I will pretty much read anything Ella Frank writes.
And that is the gist of it all.

Lets stress one point - even though this is a continuation of sorts of the Confessions Series, this is completely a standalone series and you do not need to read Robbie, Julien, and Priest's books - but why wouldn't you? That's the question I pose to you...

I first read Ella Frank with her Confessions Series - it was my first, and it happens to be a favorite of mine. I have since read others by her and fallen hopelessly in love with her MMM/MMF/MFM reads and love the way she stirs up the emotions in my heart. She has always given me a deeply devoted love that has me tripping over myself when recommending her books. I am a definite fan! Hands down, hardcore fan.

Having said that...

I am SO addicted to this throuple! Literally, *IN LOVE* with them. I know they are going to leave me with a love hangover like the Three P's did a few years back in the original, yet standalone, CONFESSIONS SERIES. I love the way she spoon feeds me adoration on a gilded spoon with men that just don't fit the "giddy in love" moniker. Zayne and Ethan both display their own characteristics that make them individually and cohesively perfect for Chloé and what she needs...and wants. I love watching their differences roll out on the pages.

The fact that Frank can pull me into a world that I don't really feel comfortable reading - not for a lack of loving the emotions and the trust that goes into it, but I understand and willingly go along with it because she explains it around the characters. That is NOT the characters. It's their world, but she brings me into their thinking and thought processes - and I appreciate that. I won't lie, but I feel like Chloé is going to put them in their place in the way only she can, eventually. And I am here for it. One hundred percent.

Again, this is not my normal kind of read, and I'm certainly not against it, but it's hard to find someone that can write this kind of kink that I won't roll my eyes at. My goodness, it was soooo so soooo inviting! I can't wait for Zayne's book! I  knew this would be a cliffhanger, of which is going to kill me - mark my words, but knowing what I do about Ella's writing, it's going to be worth it. That cliffhanger, though, is always placed just right that has me in a good holding spot as to not have to worry about too much. She does cliffhangers right. I can go along with hers.

The love is addicting. The sex is hot. The storyline is intriguing. This had everything I needed in this kind of story to keep me turning the pages. And I did so...willingly and greedily.
  • I am nervous for the direction this series is already headed - especially after that cliffhanger. I think I knew more than anything that this was how it was going to happen, so I loved reading it as it came to fruition.
  • I am excited for the possibilities with the next book being Zayne's and how we will get more of his story and background. I want to explore more of him on a few different levels.
  • I am slowly withering away waiting for the next one. I'm most definitely on a cliffy hangover. I am not sure how I will survive... 
I always feel so lucky when an author sends me an early copy of their book to review and this one, it was the book I needed to read when I got it. My excitement was not containable, and it definitely proved why. I cannot wait to read the next book. ZAYNE is available for PREORDER already - FYI. Merde....someone help me with my patience. It is not my strong suit. 

~BEE...and waiting.



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~MEET ELLA FRANK~
Ella Frank is the USA Today Bestselling author of the Temptation series, including Try, Take, and Trust and is the co-author of the fan-favorite contemporary romance, Sex Addict. Her Exquisite series has been praised as “scorching hot!” and “enticingly sexy!”

Some of her favorite authors include Tiffany Reisz, Kresley Cole, Riley Hart, J.R. Ward, Erika Wilde, Gena Showalter, and Carly Phillips.

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Friday, February 3, 2023

BOOK REVIEW and GIVEAWAY for Before Us by Jewel E Ann

by JEWEL E ANN

I never saw him coming.

I didn’t know what would happen after my client found me sleeping in my car.

I’d been cleaning his house as his wife was dying.

I didn’t expect them to invite me to live with them.

I didn’t expect Suzie to become my lifeline—until she was gone.

I didn’t expect him to ask me to marry him when he found out I needed medical insurance.

I didn’t expect to fall in love with a grieving man.

There are so many reasons to keep my distance from Zach. Every tender moment secreted away.

When we’re not together, I miss the man I call husband.

Does he miss his wife? If so, which one?


"The EMOTIONS this book evoked are the exact kinds of emotions I want in every book. The heaviness, the angst, the anger and the love - it all lends power to Zach and Emersyn’s love story.” ~ The Book Bee

REVIEW: YEP, READ IT. NOW.
"Regret has a way of coming to the surface no matter how hard we try to drown in it."

FIRST: A message to Jewel E Ann — please don’t ever stop. Your angst is my favorite. Your comedy is my favorite. Your lighthearted silliness mixed with profound sadness is my favorite. You add angst, silliness, drama, and real life into all your books and I always jump at the chance to read something new from you. Your storytelling is my favorite...just, thank you.

NOW: I'll just pour my heart out here because this book affected me on many different levels, but the emotional one hit home more than I can probably explain. To be fair, I always sing her praises in every review because she is forever giving me circumstances to think through, emotions to wade through, comedy to laugh through....and true awkwardness in droves - so that won't change with this review. However, this one certainly hit a little close to home. 

JEA's degree of reality mixed within the pages of her stories baffles me. It truly boggles my mind. She always provides an amazing love story full of growth, true love, witty comebacks, and....well, truth. But she always infuses them with a heaping dose of reality - regardless if I want to accept it or not. This one was no different. The emotions I felt from this story were compounded by real life that this book mirrored for me - and it physically jolted my heart. I cried. I laughed through tears. I fell in love. I just…wow. Watching Zach work through his wife's death and all he did for her was very reminiscent to what I went through with my gramma and I didn't think those wounds were still so raw. Apparently they are. To say I cried is an understatement. Tears were rolling down my cheeks. 

But the story doesn't stop there...

The emotional upheaval the characters go through with all the variables of their situation just made it that much more gasp-inducing. More heartbreaking. The pain of goodbyes. The pleasure and heartache of reality smacking them in the face. The unbearable truth of….well, truth. The individual and collective journey of both Zach and Emersyn caused me to think about what-ifs of a very personal nature. How do you let go of something so symbolic…and be ok with it because you can’t change it? I mean, I read this with my heart in my lap - there was no coddling at that point.

"How do you redefine yourself when what felt like the most important part of you no longer exists?"

So many different avenues to explore with lingering questions about how you can possibly move on from losing a loved one, to losing a best friend - and them being one in the same. The exploration of those emotions, of those personal morals being questioned, was such a high and low throughout this entire book. So. Emotional. So. Amazing.

What’s right?
What’s wrong?
Who determines it?

So many questions and I love that she explored that avenue thoroughly with this emotional love quest. I had the heaviest of hearts. My heart is so heavy, but the pain went deeper than I ever imagined it would with this story. This is definitely not for the surface reader or the emotional lightweight because it will challenge you, but you have to read it.

I love that she makes me question the status quo. The norm. The emotional side to what some would simply call yes or no only questions/answers, but I'll tell you this. Her journey -  it’s never, ever easy…everrrrrr. It’s always that journey she gifts me with that sucks me in. Full story, no missing elements - nothing, and a rollercoaster of emotions to match. The many different nuances she hints to, the way she breaks down scenarios, she is a very gifted storyteller and a favorite of mine. Hands down. I happily, honestly, and emphatically recommend her all the time. 

Take it from me, you want to feel this book. I mean, you want to feel it. Darnit, I mean, READ IT. Yeah, feel it.

"Denial blurs good judgment almost as much as whisky."

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~MEET JEWEL E ANN~
Jewel is a free-spirited romance junkie with a quirky sense of humor.

With 10 years of flossing lectures under belt, she took early retirement from her dental hygiene career to stay home with her three awesome boys and manage the family business.

After her best friend of nearly 30 years suggested a few books from the contemporary Romance genre, Jewel was hooked. Devouring two and three books a week but still craving more, she decided to practice sustainable reading, AKA writing.

When she’s not donning her cape and saving the planet one tree a a time, she enjoys yoga with friends, good food with family, rock climbing with her kids, watching How I Met Your Mother reruns, and of course . . .heart-wrenching, tear-jerking, panty-scorching novels.

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Sunday, January 15, 2023

DNF Review for Whenever You Call by Vicki James



In all my time as a Los Angeles paramedic, I’d never taken a loss personally.

Not until America’s most beloved rockstar died in my hands.

Plagued with guilt, I stupidly watched over his wife from afar, only for some messed up form of karma to throw me into her life without me ever being able to turn back, because Hannah Moore was far too good for the likes of Hollywood, and it turned out she needed saving, too.

Allowing us to grow closer through a trauma she didn’t know we shared was a dangerous game to play, but when she looked up into my eyes, begging me to stay, I forgot all the reasons why I should go.

I forgot everything else existed but her.

Especially that, in Hollywood, the truth always came out in the end, and when mine did, I’d no longer be the hero she needed, but the nightmare she wished she’d never fallen into.


REVIEW: DNF...for now.

With that cover and that synopsis - this was going to be a shoo-in for me. I could feel it. I just knew it. There is nothing more exciting than adding a new-to-me author to my circle of reads. I'm super sad, super upset....or super mad at myself because I couldn't get past a few hurdles in this one to actually get to the crux of the book.

I was looking forward to this book. I saw the cover and loved it. I read the synopsis and was extremely excited. All the hoopla and hype that surrounded it made me more intrigued - but I think that is where I went wrong. I think I set myself up, and should have waded a little slower into the waters. I am the type to ask opinions - just as any reader is, but I am usually reading an early copy so I don't feel like I need to meet someone's expectations with regards to how they felt vs how I felt. This one I didn't sign up to tour, so I read it on KU. Man, oh man, it just didn't work for me and I'm legitimately sad. 

I am merely saying this didn't work for me. ME. I felt like the male POV was contrived and overly emotional in a way that just made it feel fake. I didn't even like the way he all but stalked Hannah - which is weird coming from me, because I like a man that goes after what he wants!!! That's one of my "oh yeah" moments and this time, it wasn't hitting me like it really should have.

I like a strong male voice in my books. The kind that is confident and exudes strength. I don't like to read a weak man, or a man that is too soft and I think that's where Logan sat for me. He was just a little too whiny for me and it really just turned me off. He showed some good parts in the beginning that gave me a smile or three, but the over-dramatics of both characters really soured me. Again, it's supposed to read as an emotional story, I get that. We lost a husband. A father. An idol. A patient. I totally get where this was supposed to go. It just didn't work for me because nothing felt genuine and that really stifles my emotions when I'm trying to connect with the characters.

I think the biggest realization that this was going to be overly dramatic in all the "give me attention" ways was when Hannah repeatedly reminded me as the reader about the emotions that she was feeling or was supposed to be feeling - instead of setting up the story with this narrative in the forefront, and then allowing me to feed on it. I don't need the therapy notes about how every little thing goes down. I just didn't need that. I also raised an eyebrow at the fact that she passed out from a "panic attack" and that was apparently normal. As someone who suffers pretty bad, I've been hospitalized from them a handful of times and have been rocked to my core - I totally get it!! I do. Even the descriptions she gave for the noodley feeling your body goes through after an attack were spot on, but I have never passed out and that felt a little overly dramatic given the situation at hand. I am not saying it won't happen, but it's highly unlikely. It just didn't line up for me. Or when there was a "queue" of people behind her when we call them lines over here. Or the fact that Logan could just easily move her to the passenger seat without regard for there being a center console - like she was a 25 lb child - "up and over, there ya go!" No. I know I sound like I'm super picky...I mean, I am - but I'm not. It's when things start to pile up that I find myself nitpicking. The snowball effect takes hold and that's when I know I need to step away because I won't be able to enjoy the book for the love story being told, only seeing the issues I'm having with words and descriptions.

I desperately wanted the Hero to find redemption.
I desperately wanted the heroine to find love again.
I desperately wanted to fall in love with these characters because the plot was there...

This could have - should have - worked for me. I believe that whole-heartedly, so maybe I just wasn't in the right frame of mind. SOO, maybe this will be picked back up later. I sit here and see all these glowing reviews and I wonder why I couldn't look past all these little issues to get to the good part. I want to pick it back up. And to be honest, this is the first book I've genuinely wanted to put down, walk away to collect myself - only to come back and continue reading. That's my hope. So this is a hold spot...for now.

~BEE

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~MEET VICKI JAMES~

Vicki James is a teenage girl stuck inside a much older body, and she refuses to grow up because that’s just boring. With a ridiculous obsession for Rocky, Jax Teller, and Jamie Fraser, all she wishes to do is introduce the world to unforgettably flawed yet lovable characters like them.

Vicki currently lives in Yorkshire, England, with her husband and two sons. Having had a strong passion for stories from a young age, she credits her love of literature to her Grandma Bess who taught her that you don't need a lot of money to travel to different worlds, experience new places and live a thousand lives. When she’s not listening to music or writing, she’s usually at the gym pretending to workout.

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